| << Back to the main Stories/poems page  Doctor’s office, tear of joy, Will it be a girl or boy?
 
 Weeks pass by in happy daze
 At baby close and prams I gaze
 
 Time to shout the news out loud,
 Why ever not for I’m so proud
 
 Doctor’s office, strange this time
 Try not to worry, it all seems fine
 
 Sudden feeling, Oh God no!
 Steady now, it can’t be so,
 Hospital looms so large ahead,
 Oh! My love it’s for you I dread
 
 Kindly nurse with gown of white
 Sorry love, things just aren’t right.
 Doctor comes, sits on my bed
 Gently speaks the words I dread.
 
 In the distance come the trolly
 Please! Don’t try to make me jolly
 Doctor’s eyes all masked in green,
 From my heart one last scream
 For my baby is there hope.
 Needle comes, God! Can I cope?
 
 Open eyes with despair,
 Does no one know, does no one care
 Hand slips slowly to the womb,
 There’s no one there, it’s like a tomb.
 
 Cases packed, it’s time to go
 Mustn’t let my feelings show.
 Doors slam shut, head held low,
 Goodbye my love, I’ll never know.
 
 Time passes, o so slow,
 Will this sorrow ever go.
 
 Awake one morning with surprise
 Time to face the world outside
 Time to glow, time to grow,
 Time to melt the winter snow.
 
 Doctor’s office, just once more
 To wonder what life holds in store.
 By Cecilia Murray
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